What a difference a year makes! I'm now 2 years from separation and going on one from the divorce. My anger, insanity and such continually decrease. I've been growing, maturing, learning, living vibrantly and even dating. Let me tell you, starting to date again has been so strange. I felt like a little boy when I recently asked to take a girl out. I was shocked. I then realized that the last time I did that I was 17 years old. Its been about 12 years :0 That makes me feel old! Its been fun. I no longer yearn for Shea. That could only last so long. I am so excited to start school again in the fall. I will finish my undergrad get a masters and maybe my doctorate. Sounds a little daunting, but I couldn't be more ready, motivated or excited about it. :)
JDM
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